Twist and Shout!
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Written by Dr. Anthony GeraciFor all of my low back pain patients and any of you out there reading this who might be considering coming to see me at neurOasis for low back pain, I was riding my bike today and stopped to fill the tires with air. Pretty simple, huh? As I stood with the bike and reached to my right to grab the air hose I gently twisted my torso and bent about 20 degrees. At that very moment traffic up and down the street and several passersby heard a loud cry of agony! I knew instantly that I had done "something" in my low back and the muscles seized up like a block of cement on a winter day. I'm telling you, it WAS painful and almost took my breath away.
OK, I can hear the chuckles from all the patients I have treated for this very same problem...and yes, now I know what it feels like! It took me several minutes of rubbing the area and cursing before I could put the darn air in my tires and get on the bike to ride home. That was several hours ago and after two doses of advil I am better but still quite uncomfortable.
The whole experience reminds me of my first migraine headache. It was about 6 years ago and lasted three days with vomiting, dizziness and wanting to just die. I have had several since then and one day looked to the heavens and said, "OK God, I get it, you want me to know what my patients go through so I can be a better doctor. Thanks, I'll keep that in mind." In all seriousness, I really do believe that physicians can only be better physicians if they really understand what it means to be a patient. To understand the vulnerability and fear that patients sit with as they wait for me to finish with a patient and then call them into my office.
I always try to remember those feelings - the experience of myself being a frightened patient in pain - when I am with my own patients. Hopefully it brings me down off the pedestal that I am placed upon when sitting behind my desk (a concept that is inherent in the doctor-patient relationship) and sets me with my patient in a way that I can truly empathize with their physical and emotional angst. Because then, and only then, is when the magic of healing begins.
